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*For Some Reason I Cant Get My Eyes Off Of You*
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| Worrys...No Worrys |
[14 Jan 2006|04:00am] |
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Have you ever thought about what your girlfriend/boyfriend thought when you worried? But it wasnt a i dont trust you going out at all worry, it was a there might be someone better then me that youll find worry. Ya theres times when they go out and your afraid that maybe one girl/guy might just come and knock them right off there feet. Like that guy/girl might be better then you in some way. Learn to trust who your with because you never know weather or not your worrys is pushing them away or keeping them closer. Learn to have no worrys, because if you do push them away, it hurts tens times worse then what you ever imagined it hurting. Have confidence in you and them (The relationship) and youll learn very quickly that it will all get better soon. As for me i learned the hard way...i lost the one thing that meant the most to me because i worried about him to much and he could see it, Now i wonder what would happen if i wouldnt have worried, if i would have just trusted that person when he went out, would i still have him? Would i still believe him when he says he loves me? I just thought that maybe i would post telling everyone that if you truely love someone and you never want to loose them, then learn to trust them, because thats the biggest part of a relationship, i still cant believe that the one thing i wanted the most i got and lost so quickley, i didnt get time to chairash everything we had, because i had it and lost it, and if i could go back i wouldnt have a damn worry in my head about what he was doing or who he was with because id know that at the end of the night it was me he was going to call, or it was me that he was coming home too. Everyones gotta learn to live and let things go, i mean common we all can be a little insecure about our relationships sometimes but im telling you..hold on to everything you have and chairash every second of it because you dont know when it will end or if it will. LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST!, and hold on to the things that mean the most because when theyre gone...theyre gone.
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| To You... |
[11 Jan 2006|07:44pm] |
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How do you know you actually love someone? Is it the fact that everytime you look in their eyes you see your future? Is it the fact that you think about them every second of the day? Is it that you cant live without them even when you want to? Is it just wanting to hold their hand as you walk through the mall? Is it not caring about what they do as long as its you they come home too? Is it tryig so hard just to get them to turn their head, even though you know youve already done so? Is it the fact that everytime your phone rings your hopeing its them? You see in life we will all learn that "love" is going to have its ups and downs, and even when its down you gotta stay up, if you dont it just might take a turn for the worse and trust me thats the last thing you want. What would you do if the one person you loved dicided they wanted to leave? Would you fight for what you thought would be right, or let them go? You say youd do anything for them but would you let them walk out. Love is pain. No matter how perfect something can be, the good always comes with the bad. Love is blind, Love blinds us all with this perfect relationship that we all think we have and then one day it surprises you with something that just kills you. Sometimes love hurts so bad you feel as if you just cant move, you cant eat, you cant sleep, youd just rather lie there and let life pass you by because that person was your life and with them gone, Whats the point in trying to make it ok? Would you try to make it ok? Would you fight until you couldnt anymore or give up?
Love leaves us with so many questions but no answers. So.... is love the best feeling you can have?
wow i havent updated in a while but i have a lot of pictures to post so ill get them up here soon
*XoXo*
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[18 Dec 2005|12:18pm] |
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[10 Dec 2005|12:13pm] |
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Everyone says "Its Wont Happen To Me." "Whats The Worse That Can Happen." and, "Its Just One Night Of Fun."
Now We Are All Faced With The Pain Of One Loss...Let It Be A Lesson Learned...
We'll All Miss You So Much *Nick*
R.I.P Nick Felt
*12/8/05*
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[04 Dec 2005|01:23am] |
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Just Becuz You All Can Brighten My Day With Just A Hello...
( CLiCk HeRE )
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[02 Dec 2005|02:40pm] |
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FOR EVERYONES FUCKING INFORMATION....
THIS IS FOR THE GOD DAMN PEOPLE WHO CANT MIND THERE OWN FUCKING BUISNESS, IF YOU MUST KNOW EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING....
KELLY AND I ARE GOING OUT NOW YES!! BUT! WE WERE NOT TOGETHER AT ALL! WHILE HE WAS WITH LISA, DIDNT WANT TO BE, DIDNT THINK ABOUT IT, HE WOULDNT DO THAT TO HER, HE WAS TO CAUGHT UP IN HER TO LOOK AT ME ANYWAYS, I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ALL ARE FREAKING OUT ABOUT SOMETHING THAT NEVER!!! HAPPEND. TRUST ME! THIS IS JUST STUPID SHIT, IF YOU DONT LIKE THE FACT THAT KELLY AND I ARE TOGETHER NOW IM SORRY, THERES NOTHING I CAN DO, BUT DONT MAKE UP STUPID RUMORS TO TRY TO GET US TO BREAK UP BECAUSE IT ISNT GUNNA WORK, SHIT HAPPENS..BUT ONCE AGAIN NO ONE CHEATED ON ANYONE, WE WERE JUST FRIENDS, AND WHEN THEY BROKE UP IT JUST SO HAPPEND THAT WE STARTED HAVING FEELINGS TOWARD EACHOTHER AGAIN AND WE STARTED GOING OUT...O WELL....
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| New Hair Color |
[25 Nov 2005|04:23pm] |
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I Got My Hair Colored I Hope Yall Like It...
Xo </3 MiSsy
( ME...Brown )
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| I Love Kelly |
[22 Nov 2005|11:47pm] |
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And Just When I Thought We'd Never Be Together Again...I Didnt Think We'd Ever Make It This Far..You Changed My Mind About You Again...
I Love You!
*NEW LAYOUT*
( Not You, Not Me..Us 11/20/05 )
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[20 Nov 2005|12:56am] |
what day is it - and in what month - this clock never seemed so alive - I can't keep up - and I can't back down - I've been losing so much time - cause it's you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to lose - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - all of the things that I want to say - just aren't coming out right - I'm tripping inwards - you got my head spinning - I don't know where to go from here - cause it's you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to prove - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - there's something about you now - I can't quite figure out - everything he does is beautiful - everything he does is right - you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to lose - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to prove - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - what day is it - and in what month - this clock never seemed so alive
-Life House, You And Me-
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| TrUsTiNg U Is So HaRd... |
[20 Nov 2005|12:44am] |
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Still In Love With You-Sean Paul N Sasha |
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So i guess you can say this weekend's been good...
Friday-hung out with colleen n went to kristys for a while then went to watch kelly play basketball up at cooley...after words came back home, some people were over rents were outta town...kelly came to and chilled with us.
Saturday-chilled with colleen, went to the mall n shit till i had to go to work then when i got off of work i went with Kelly over to Pat n Ginnys and watched some of the pistons game then we watch a movie...i love them they are so funny, and just all around fun to be around.lol
Sunday- not so sure what im doing rents are home now so no more partying :'( but its alright. i gotta work from 5-9 then ill prolly come home in sleep since its sunday and sundays are usually lazy days lol...
Didnt Get To Hang Out With My Sherri Again :'( prolly next weekend for sure
Thats about all i was just bored and decided to update...
w/e though lol
Xo-MiSsY
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[18 Nov 2005|11:52pm] |
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( Who's Home? )
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| Holding On Only Because Of You... |
[13 Nov 2005|10:29pm] |
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You N I Collide-Howie Day |
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Sometimes i cry..Sometimes i wonder what i did to deserve what comes to me..Sometimes it just eats me inside that eveything goes wrong the way it does...Sometimes i get confused...But everytime they help me through it...
Sherri- I know i already commented this to you but it needs to be posted here too-you know i love you and your family too nothing means more to me then you...no matter what you seem to always understand everything about me (Even when your pissed at me lol) i know i dont always do things right and sometimes i upset you a lot but you know i never mean to and i think you notice it everytime i *BEG* for your forgiveness...only because i cant imagine what it would be like not to have somebody to sing with in the car...or to jump out in the middle of the street at a red light just to get someones attention...or to cry with because we just really need to...or to talk about sex with...or to hug me while i cry because im confused..or to tell me everythings gunna be ok because i know youll make it that way...or to bitch someone out for even looking at us the wrong way....or to make fun of the way i talk, and the way i spell...i know i do some wrongs but i cant imagine loosing you as a friend...i think id go crazy, youve helped me through so much and shit if it wasnt for you and your advice i think i would have HONESTLY chosen the ABSOLUTE wrong guy for me and took the wrong path and wouldnt be nearly as happy as i am now, yes you and i have our differences but im glad we can *always* look past them...I LOVE YOU SHERRI SIKORSKI, and that..thats never going to CHANGE..
Kristy-Fuck ive been your best friend for 3 fucking years and nothing ever changes we go through the same ol' shit every year and every year i feel like u help me so much more...your family also has done so much for me..i know shit gets really crazy between us sometimes but i never stay mad at you, weve had so many good times and so many tears at the same time that no matter what happens between us no matter what you and i go through ill never forget all the times you kept me laughing or all the times you made me smile even when i thought i honesltley just couldnt, i love you to death kristy and i dont think i tell you that enough...just know that ok, i know im not always there like i should be for you but just now that no matter what happens im NOT going anywhere ok babe I LOVE YOU KRISTY (KRITSY) LYNN!
Megan- Wow with you and i its up and down constantley..we are like fucking sisters and i know most people hate listening to us but w/e right..thats what makes me and you me and you. I love you to death girl, you know theres a surtain point in life where you quit being just friends and you become family and with ALL of us girls thats how it is...we all understand each other so well somtimes its scary, like i said to sherri i know we have our differences but i glad that we can look past it most of the time. i dont know what id do if i didnt have you there by myside, things are rough for you n i both right now but i just want you to know that im gunna do everything in my power to fix the 4 of us..even if some of us cant understand why. Love You Girl.
Colleen-Sometimes i cry at the fact that your gone and other times i feel like your still here in waterford! you mean the world to me homie and you know it too! id drop everything for you (Just as i would the other 3) Sometimes i hate the fact that your n Fenton but then again i think whatever makes you happy hunni, thank you so much for always being here even when sometimes its hard to understand why im doing certain things you are still there to have my back i love you to death girl that wont ever fucking change you know that..Im glad we keep in touch as much as we do cuz if we didnt i think i would go fucking CRAZY! and you know i would too lol...i love you homie xo
*BF's4FuckingL*
ALWAYS
</3 Missy
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( Guess What? )
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| FrIeNdS ArE SuPpOsEd To Be FoReVeR |
[09 Nov 2005|09:35pm] |
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I really just dont understand anymore this is so stupid like seriousley all im trying to do is make this ALL work for all of us and it pisses me off that its not!
-i cant handle it....We arent supposed to be acting like this we are friends remember...until the end REMEMBER..i dunno i guess we are just going to have to try harder...if its even gunna be worth it....i didnt think this would ever happen to US...
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Havent Updated In A While So This Should Explain Majority...
( Click Bitchez' )
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[20 Oct 2005|10:01pm] |
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I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
I's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
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| Send Someone Down To Help Me !PLEASE God! |
[18 Oct 2005|11:16pm] |
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I dont know how to explain it but i just have this really funny feeling that everythings gunna be....ok...That no matter what happens and no matter what kind of things happen to me now im gunna be OK...for some reason it just hit me...i cant explain the feelings i have right now i wanna be happy and sad at the same time...this is nuts!(As Sherri Would say lol <--love ya babe)i dunno i was just reading some of the comments from my last entry from my BFFL's and i started thinking about all the things Sherri n Colleen have told me and i SERIOUSLEY think im gunna be ok like no more being so sad ALL the time and i think that like ya if something bad happens that ya maybe ill be sad but im not gunna dwell on it you get what im saying...man O' man i NEVER thought id say this but i am in such a GOOD mood tonight its not even funny...I know i wouldnt be able to say any of this if it wasnt for my best friends..Im damn lucky let me tell you lol!!!
i dunno i just thought id talk about my good mood....and i havent really updated in a while so..i did lol!
</3 *MiSsY*
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[17 Oct 2005|07:32pm] |
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Everyone makes love out to be this big wonderful feeling...like its the best feeling to ever have, they pretend like when you fall in love youll never go through pain, or hurt, they pretend that everything will be *Perfect* ..They're wrong...Love has so many obsticles that you are faced with...first you have to decide weather or not your really in "love"...if you are then wonderful but dont pretend like youll never have a fight with that person...dont pretend like your heart will "Never" ache..because it will..everyone goes through they're problems..you just have to dicide weather or not the relationship is strong enough to keep it going or end it over a stupid fight? With Love comes trust also you have to be able to trust that person with EVERYTHING! Love leaves you worried..Can you HONESTLEY trust who your with..you cant pretend like it doesnt cross you mind sometimes that he/she might be with someone else...When you love someone you have to make sure you can do whatever you want or say whatever you want and they wont judge you on what you do....When they act different one day you worry about what they are thinking...Love seems to be full of worrys...so how is that supposed to be such a wonderful feeling?...what happens if you loose the person you love and they come back is that love or is that them being dessperate for somebody when they got nobody?...what if they never come back then was that love?? why does love keep you guessing?? So Is Love Such A Great Feeling?
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Fun Weekend With Sherri This Weekend...We actually id a lot lol...We went toWare Road that was some scary shit...i was so afraid...we did other things too but ya...so my weekend was going good then it got all shitty again...(like i said thats just how things go for me) but ya SHERRI MADE MY WEEKEND AWESOME!!!
I dunno i guess ill update later im pretty tired
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